I can't not worry, Darin. It's pretty baked-in to...all of me. And seeing how Flynn and Yuri--

[she hesitates. that's not really her business to go on about.

she sighs.]

I'll just have to mind it. My worry. Temper it, lest it color all of my judgments. As with anything. What little I have control of, versus everything here out of my control.