[ He nods slowly, not quite looking at her ]

You sure you want to know? I... I'd give something to not remember, now that I know. I did those things, I am that person. I don't...

[ He feels awful, wanting to wish it away, but he does. He was so much happier without those memories, without knowing what he'd done, and now he still doesn't know why, doesn't know why he did those things, why he killed that man ]