[ He feels more at ease too, and smiles, really smiles, this time. He shakes his head with another laugh, softer this time ]

No more than the rest of us. It's sort of the deal, here. Don't remember jackshit when you get here.

[ His eyes skip to the pit, and he walks over to it, peering down into the tangle of cacti, wrinkling his nose ]

This is pretty rough. If we do find a gardener, I'm gonna give him a piece of my mind. But I think I could jump this.